Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*Venicethx★

My friends call me Hui Xian, only the superb friends call me that. Due to the chinese pronounce, many people couldn’t read my name properly. So I named myself Venice. I like this name very much. I’m a scorpion, quite typical type one.

I believe everything in this world is beautiful, though the reality is always cruel. Hoping in miracle make your life easier & happier. Dream, only extraordinary people want it, I assume myself is an ordinary people, so I still dream. Dreams helps me to achieve what I want because I believe I can do it one day. Although the reality is pushing me down to the Earth, I still believe in hopes with beautiful dreams.

Photograph is an interesting subject. With a fantastic invention, camera can capture every beautiful moments for people to rewind their memories, especially after many years. Human brain can easily forget small details, but photos can help me to rewind every single details. This is why I like photography. It’s part of me, right now. The more I get to know about photography, the more I fall in love with it.



The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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thinking a lot.
Monday, 29 December 2008

i realized the way i am writing my blog is different already... i begin to write ESSAY! LoL. with broken English. keke... this is the way i used to do it last time when i began my first blog.. and, now I'm back with my own style. keke... ;)

Australia is a nice movie.. although it hurt my butt, it is a nice movie.. *thumbs up*

i want to shout : WHY? WHY I'M THE SHORTEST GIRL IN MY FAMILY COMPARE WITH MY COUSINS WHO ALMOST SAME AGES AS ME! oh gosh.. never mind, i don't mind to be the shortest but can i be the most slim one? i don't think so loh! haihh!

*look at it?! @@*
oh goshh!

i was reading people's blog just now. i'm so fucked up that i'm job-less right now. i felt so bad cause i'm not studying, i'm not working either. i felt that i'm a useless. totally useless those kind. :( there will be 2 months holiday for me... so.. what am i gonna do? at least, i study i'm not guilty at all. but, i'm not doing anything except spending time like useless.. i don't want to spend my time like this. I FEEL SO DAMN GUILTY RIGHT NOW. i know i spend a lot, but i also want to earn. i don't like to just spend but not earning a little. Job is what i'm so desperate-ing right now. lead the way please. :/

this without a picture!
Sunday, 28 December 2008

Oppss! i ffk-ed people again today! I'm so so so sorry! i just couldn't wake up at first. when i finally woke up, it was already 12.38pm. my first expression was @@! and my mind make a statement, "i ffk-ed people again!" actually i promised to go church today with Shin Le and my friends. but, due to my laziness and woke-up-late attitude, i missed it. i will be there next week. ;)

i realized i wasn't being a girl for such a long time. i couldn't find any dresses or skirts in my wardrobe. cause i'm going wedding dinner later and i hope to be a little respect by wearing a dress. last time, i did not know that dinner should be wearing a dress or skirt a least. now, for being a 19 years old girl, i know the respect and must do it. unfortunately, i couldn't find a nice one. i think now i should be looking more dress to fit in my wardrobe. ;) *even Hoong also said, "know you for a year but the frequency to see you wearing a skirt is not more than 10.* so exaggerate meh? ><

i was reading blog just now. everyone goes to club! *not the family club* i'm not saying it is a good place to go often but i think i should experience once. coming year 2009, I'm a 20 years old already. i no longer be a teen-ager. why shouldn't i experience once with some friends? everyone is talking the fun of MOS or Bar Celona. even my brother, he went in before. not to compare this thing but i really feel like trying once. i think i will be going in year 2009 already! plan it! xD

i just back from a wedding dinner at Klang. LoL. i just couldn't believe that i met my primary classmate, Yvonne. when i saw her i thought i saw the wrong people, but she still can recognize me. woah! i so surprised. ;)

p/s: no picture for this post!! LoL.

parties!
Saturday, 27 December 2008

I'm a lazy girl. i just being so lazy to post up all the photos that i wanted. and, i lazy to watch the movies when i was so bored. this is something i should do to get rid of my boredom. but, i also lazy to do. see?! i can't cure already, i think. OMG!

i went to my cousin, Nadelie's birthday. *she is just a 2 years old baby girl* i think we were invited because of my youngest brother, Z.You is just nearly same age with her sister, Naomi. they used to play together when they meet each others before they shifted to Vietnam. so, my brother had fun there, i think.


*Nadelie Ng*
*the children singing birthday song*

i saw a poster. something to do with JJ Lin. someone smudged his face. OMG! Peng saw it when we were paying money at the counter.
see his face?!
yerr!

at night, i went to my cousin, Shin Le's house. they had a christmas party. we took some pictures but it all still with Lele. wait i got it from her then i will post it up! *trying to be hardworking* xD
today is just so busy with all these parties. LoL.

woah! i'm having holiday right now until feb... ask me out for vacation, please! OMG!

ffk-ed people!
Friday, 26 December 2008

after Christmas, back to normal day!
i wanted to go shopping!
*desperately* ;D
but, i don't know where to go and who to go with!
*sounds like alot of friends asking me, but actually no one asking*
LOL
i called Peng A LOT OF TIMES
but he didn't pick up
i thought he was sleeping so never mind.
i went to Mid Valley alone.
thinking to meet Winnie who is working there today.
but i haven't even reach any parking entrance
i was already jammed there for half an hour.
= =
i so freaking pissed to get into the parking
and i was VERY VERY intended to go to toilet at that moment.
then Yap called.
asking me to go eat lunch with him
i rathered to go Bukit Tinggi instead of jamming there like stupid.
so, i left and went back by NPE
cause i want to find a place which got toilet as fast as possible.
i passed by Puchong
so i decided to go borrow toilet at Peng's house
*so paiseh to say it*
at first i thought nobody at home
i thought i die lahh~
then lucky~~ lucky Peng and Wang at home
*phew~*
i hung out there...
then i decided not to go Bukit Tinggi to find Yap already!
*opps! pai seh yap! i felt so sorry for you!*
i went out with Peng and Wang
*which they're gonna stay at my house tonight*
Peng wanted to fix his Canon Printer
and, the first time, i went to Canon's office.
high class place!

after that, we decided to go Pyramid.
i lazy to drive to Bukit Tinggi just for Kim Gary!
@@
so, Pyramid is our final destination cause there's a Kim Gary!
i'm having flu but still order a mango ice.
hohoho!
= =
we went for a walk
cause i want to get a wallet.
this wallet(currently) is driving me crazy due to the size.
the money can't fit, okay?!
so, i got one from Pet Shop!
keke.
orange + doggie!
"outlook"
"inlook"
LoL
what a english!
ahaha

it seems like i ffk-ed a lot people in a day!
first is winnie...
second is yap...
third is yi...
sorry~~
i'm so sorry!
i wanted to go but circumstances didn't allow me to do so..


Christmas
Thursday, 25 December 2008

know what?
i had a great Christmas.
it was like...
my sweetest Christmas ever in my past 19 years.
i mentioned i was sick before the Christmas
and i thought i would end up staying at home on my bed.
this is a surprised!

i went to have dinner with my family and Hoong joined us at Zen Restaurant
*the actual plan was steak but due to my stupid throat, we decided to go for Japanese Food ;)*
me and Hoong didn't stay for Countdown
only my brother stayed.

after that, we went to my uncle's house.
we passed their family Christmas presents.
and had a couple of conversations.
*Z.You with the Christmas tree in my uncle's house*
nice nice
=)

at night, planned to go yum cha with Yap.
but after 11.30pm only i can go out but he lazy already
@@
never mind loh...
stayed at home and watched Death Note 2 with Hoong~
=)

after 12am, today is Christmas...
i gave him the present that i prepared for him.
^^

i woke him up at 6am..
cause we wanted to go to Genting...
he said he wanted to go with me..
keke...
i prepared with my happy mood
and we headed to LRT-Kelana Jaya
and we went to KL central tried to get the bus tickets but only available 1pm
taxi cost RM20 to go to uphill.
at last we decided not to go cause public holiday,
there will be freaking a lot of people and we got time to line up but no time to play already
so we will go next time.

we walked around at KL central
decided to go Petaling Street to have our breakfast.
keke.
it was hot and sunny day
i sweat a lot.
= =
wasted a lot of time to find back the LRT station
lOl.

we went to The Curve after that
*Christmas Tree*
it was 11am only
a lot of cars inside the car park.
@@
quickly found a parking and went to cinema.
i wanted to watch The Day The Earth Stood Still but the show began already
so Hoong said want to watch The Spirit.
*directed by the director of 300*

may not be a bad movie though.
once the movie showed, i fell asleep for the first hour.
GOSH!
unbelievable.
the movie so super boring.
even Hoong also slept.
haha...
*anyone who said it is nice movie may leave comments to me and share nice part with me!*

after movie, it was lunch time.
we went to the street and looked for restaurant.
end up, we chose Sakae Sushi
*Japanese food again =.=*
while waiting for food
Hoong's
xiAn's
we tried to make an advertisement for watch
= =
haha
*didn't eat much Sashimi, i scared my brain got worm*
LoL

we went back home for a sleep
it was tiring cause moved a lot but lack of sleeping time.
LoL
i received Christmas present from Hoong~
ahhh!!
i'm so damn happy
haha
i felt so touchh!
awww!
no matter what it is, i received the gift from his heart not the material.


p/s: although we didn't get to go genting,
today is still a super great day for me to be with you.
i didn't think of celebrating Christmas with you.
but, you made up the mind to go Genting with me.
you know i have been asking quite sometimes for this,
at last, you wanted to do it with me.
i'm happy enough that you asked for it.

when i read the card you gave me, i feel like crying.
i hugged the card more than the present.
Happy Smilies
yea... i know i'm a ai ku bao.
cause is you!
but, this is tears of joys.
Happy Smilies
hehe..
i love you

我爱你!

bad luck
Tuesday, 23 December 2008

i wanna cry lahh
why lah?
why lah?

why am i so bad luck?!
haihh
drive half way, my car sudenly can't move on.
*i have to ask my brother to pull it back home*

:(
i had never seen anyone has been so bad luck like me.
i felt so down.
haihh
*now i can't even go to work*

Christmas is coming
but, i have no mood at all
i think just stay at home and sleep for eve and Christmas.
no christmas for me.
T-T

fit my wardrobe
Monday, 22 December 2008

today is a day.
= =
what am i saying?!
today is monday.
yeahh...
actually i already planned to go out with bebee...
but.. unfortunately, things were not going well
so i went out with Rouyi & Rouxian
to Times Square and Sungei Wang.
Rouxian went to sing k with her friend
so only me and rouyi walked around
i bought stuffs again
oh gosh
buy before the mega sales end
;)
next month may not have cheap clothes selling
so now must be quick to get clothes to fit into my wardrobe.
kekeke

at night,
i went to yum cha with winnie and yap.
at bukit tinggi, MCD
i wonder KK got no MCD meh?
hahaha
but winnie left earlier cause she wants to go watch movie with Jyh Loong, Chan Yew and others, i think.
so, at last,
i waited yap to finish his work and give me a ride back home
he said he will pay me RM200 if i sleep a night in his shop
@@
WTH?!
i won't do that no matter how much he pays me.



好想你.
真希望,
你会抱着我,
然后,
听见你说,

“宝贝,别离开我”。
可是,
我知道,
我只是在想而已。


blue black~
Saturday, 20 December 2008

i watched Yes Man!
*Jim Carrey's movie*
LoL
it is a funny movie..
super funny, i think!
keke...
should watch this movie.

let's see how bad is my dad's photograph.
look~
i told him
"try to fit the whole building into the photo. if possible then just half of my body is alright."
but end up...
with stairs some more
= =
i really got boom from him!

another photo showed he is a bad photographer.
see~~
even finger, he included as well~
totally spoil the picture.
haihh!
but what can i say some more?
he also hold the handy camera.
i can't imagine what he had shot in the trip!
lol

oh ya~
thanks to you!
i got blue black~
= =

tiring

big joke.. LoL
Friday, 19 December 2008

LoL
today..
i got a big joke...
from Rouyi and Margy~
know what?!
I GOT PREGNANT!?
lol

= =
i got boom when she told people the reason i terminated the course.
cause i got pregnant!
what a joke is this?!
wahahahaha~~!
a big joke from her.
i really got boom from her and i don't know what to say
lol
and
some people did believe it.
= ="

keke...
i got my new phone finally
i really feel like chopped Sunway Pyramid that branch service people.
*seriously*
i thought they're not gonna give me the phone again
due to the authorization problem again
haihh
*called my dad again and again and ask for signature*
i talked to the people at The Garden..
and made me to wait again for 2 hours.
= =
but lucky at last also got the phone back.
if they kept me waiting and i got nothing..
they'll wait to get a complain letter to their head quarter about their services.
@@

i got white colour w910i
keke
i like white...
my second favourite colour
kekeke
first one of course is orange.
^^

i feel like drink coke now.
COKE~~
awww~~~
COKE!
crazy already.
siaoz...
LoL

headache

blog about trip~
Thursday, 18 December 2008

it is a lot to blog about HK trip
and
i'm kinda lazy right now.
so,
i just highlight some places to blog.
hehe


Day 1
fooled with Z.You before we headed to airport cause he didn't go with us.
had my first dinner over there
and,
our room.
*living room*
*bedroom*
4 of us sleep in a room.
;)

Day 2
went to take pictures near Victoria Habour.
*i think so*
LoL
second place totally no idea where is it.
third place was a jewelry factory but we were in the bus camwhored.
xD
my dad slept in the bus.
= =
fourth place finally i knew the place named is repulse bay.
keke
*my brother be the model*
someone swimmed.
freaking cold lahh~
@@

went to shopping at Habour City Shopping Mall
saw a clown which look so real~
i thought it was a fake one but actually is a real person.
he moved like a robot.
= =
nothing much except shopping
kekeke

Day 3
Ocean park!!!
wohoo~~
there is Madagascar 2 inside Ocean Park~
"i like to move it move it~~" "i like to move it move it~~"
awww
i love them~~
keke...
so cute~
of course, we watched Dolphine and sea lion show.
definitely cannot miss it in the Ocean Park
later on we shifted to Hong Kong Disneyland.
keke..
i tried a lot new things that i didn't do it last year when i went.
nice fireworks~~
*i didn't take pictures but i took videos.*
so crowded even it was monday
= =
we went back to hotel quite late
due to nice fireworks to watch and shopping in the shop to get some mickey stuffs.
;)

Day 4
lol
Macau day
it was freaking cold there
Hong Kong was not that cold.
so didn't take much photos at there
busy hiding my hands inside the pocket
LoL
went to ah ma temple
went to St Paul Catholic Church
and also,
went to Babylon Casino.
*casino is not allow to take pictures. :(*
wohoo~
18 years old and above can enter the casino already
keke
should go and have a look
^^
at night surely went to shopping again
cause i'm going back to Malaysia on the next day
*shop this!*
LoL

Day 5
packed and ciaoz
*waiting for the bus*
*last picture in Park Hotel*
*in the airplane*
reached malaysia at 6.35pm
LoL
reached home around 8pm.
phewww~

nice trip by the way
;)
in this trip,
we took airplane, bus(travel agency's), train(subway), bus(public) and taxi.
almost try all the transportation in HK.
keke

back from trip! x)

wohooo~
i'm back from Hong Kong 5 days 4 nights trip!
keke..
Hong Kong is so cold.
*i hate cold weather*
maybe, it wasn't very cold cause only around 15'C to 20'C
but it was just a worst for me.

Hong Kong is fun.
i could not get anything for myself
cause due to they're selling winter clothes
and
it doesn't suit malaysia's weather.
i only bought shirts in Hong Kong Disneyland.
the only shirts can suit me to stay in Malaysia.
;)

awww..
i went Disneyland again
this time, i watched fireworks.
it was super beautiful for 10 minutes.
and,
this time, i didn't miss the GOLDEN MICKEY STORY~
it was awesome.
so i think it is worth for me to queue up for 20 minutes.
kekeke

it will be alot to write about it here.
so, i will let the pictures tell the story.
definitely not now.
i'm waiting someday i'm free.
maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.


shopping~~ ^^
Friday, 12 December 2008

it was freak to go Sunway Pyramid on Friday
OMG
i found A parking from CP2 to CP7.
freak man!
can you imagine how many people went there?
aiks.
so i parked at CP7!

*taken in my car*

i went to shopping with Rouyi.
we went to Kitchen at first!
*i thougth this shop sells kitchen tools. LoL*
nice and reasonable price clothes.
but none of it suit me.
*due to my fat-ness*

finally,
i went to Asian Avenue,
i found what i want.
when i tried it
i think it can't fit me well.
but i still bought it
cause i use it to determine myself
to get away my fat tummy.
:D
then we continued shopping.
i bought 4 set of clothes.
weee
;)
all for Chinese New Year purpose.
so, i must keep fit~!
i'm a person who lack of DETERMINATION~
no deny!

to view my new shirt, click the link.
(only 1 shirt i didnt take pic)
新衣抢先看!

awww!
i start missing my bebee already!
i not yet even go to Hong Kong
i wanna meet him! i miss him.
haihh~~
*he doesn't like this picture but i love it. xD*








jammed!
Thursday, 11 December 2008

another tiring day!
why?
i went to Times Square
and heavy jammed there!
@@
i shouldn't drive there
yea!
sick of KL's jam!
i spent half an hour to find A parking
seriously!
*sign*
i spent 1 hour just to get off from Times Square to Kesas Highway!
*oh my God*


me, Hoong, Winnie and ah Boi went to Sing K @ Neway!!
we just wanna accompanied her
haihh!
just a long stories but will not touch about what is happening!
i hope she would enjoy and do not think so much again
everyone is having different kind of unhappiness.
just depends how a person deals with their unhappiness.
maybe it is easier for me to say about it but this is how we grow up!
i knew she will understand this.


at night,
i went to Sunway Pyramid again!
pheww!
wanna get W910i with the price of Rm599!
Retail price : RM1000++
is worth to get the phone with only RM599!
aiks
no stock
but never mind,
i already hold the phone with Maxis
just waiting to get the phone when they got stocks!
i'm so happy!
hopefully, they wont call me after i went to Hong Kong!

had fun!
Wednesday, 10 December 2008

JOGOYA day~
4 ladies went together
me, Rouyi, Margaret and Wylu.
this was the second time i went to Jogoya
actually i'm not really enjoying the food
but the moment i spent my time with them

there is some times i didn't join my friends to hang out.
so, i went.
erm! i didn't take picture with the food.
only me and rouyi took a picture

*dark background*
continued in the toilet
*cacat-ed cause by my phone*

*this is how we compare a camera with a phone camera*
= =
i was damn full after that!
compared to 3 of them
even though i ate the most little among them
@@

at night,
i went to Connaught pasar malam
weee~
i didn't go there for quite some time.
yea!
finally
i went there with Kean Peng, Chong Huang, Chong Wang and Hoong
*all guys and i was the only girl*
swt!
for the first time,
i walked pasar malam until 1am only reached home
i finished walking at 12.30am
so reached home at 1am.
woahh!
this the first time
hahah!
i had fun today
but so tiring!
teeehheee!

enjoyable

*sign*
Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Zoo Negara~!!
this december
i really wanna go alot of places
first, i want to go Genting
second, i want to go Melacca
third, i want to Hong Kong
Fourth, i want to Zoo Negara

okay...
i'm going to Hong Kong this saturday
for 5 days 4 nights
i definitely will miss my baby so much
*my baby with the 3D spec~~ xDD*
still remember that i was away to Vietnam for 5 days as well
i DAMN miss him
now i will be away for 5 days again
*sign*


the end of 2008
it wasn't really good for everyone, i think
whenever i read the newspaper
i read some sad news about landslide which happen in Malaysia nowadays
the residence lost their home due to this disaster
is it something bad happens every 4 years?
still remember about tsunami case?!
it was a very sad case which happened in South East Asia

i felt so sad to read all these cases.
sometimes, i just being so childish and hoped all these don't happen
i always dream of fairy tales
*i don't believe in prince and princess would stay happily ever but at least people should have a peaceful life*
everyone lives happily after all
but the reality of the world does not sound so kind
everything happens to be so cruel

not so good~ x/
Monday, 8 December 2008

Today wasn't a good day.
i just don't know how to explain this.
yea.
is a kind of feeling which doesn't feel so good about it
:/

i went shopping with family
i bought an acne patch
*currently sleep kinda late*
okay,
it stated 7 psc
fine,
i thought it would be a big big one
but end up
with this
chehhh~
bought it once enough
if the result is good then maybe can try again
*wink*

my brother just love snowman
he is born to be a western culture chinese man
xD
*prove me wrong*

我爱上了
李志清坦白
他的歌词
反映着我的
心情

可以说
我爱上了李志清的歌曲
带给我一种很的感觉
我真的很喜欢


saturday random~!
Saturday, 6 December 2008

i'm back to work~!
@ Melba~
but i only work on saturday~
i'm looking full time job, hopefully~
hope to get a data entry job at KK~
so that i no need to go so far for a job

well,
i watched Doraemon The Movie.


*opps! it seems like I watch movie every day in this week!*
it a 145 minutes movie
my butt also pained already
but i just love doraemon!
^o^

saturday night,
end up to temple
*LoLx*
* do they look alike? xD *
*i'm getting fat-ter and fat-ter!*
never mind lah
better than staying at home

i'm thinking to go to Taylors Open Day tomorrow
but, who wants to go with me?
i'm asking people right now hehee











thanks Margy~
i love your rainbow.
=)