Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*Venicethx★

My friends call me Hui Xian, only the superb friends call me that. Due to the chinese pronounce, many people couldn’t read my name properly. So I named myself Venice. I like this name very much. I’m a scorpion, quite typical type one.

I believe everything in this world is beautiful, though the reality is always cruel. Hoping in miracle make your life easier & happier. Dream, only extraordinary people want it, I assume myself is an ordinary people, so I still dream. Dreams helps me to achieve what I want because I believe I can do it one day. Although the reality is pushing me down to the Earth, I still believe in hopes with beautiful dreams.

Photograph is an interesting subject. With a fantastic invention, camera can capture every beautiful moments for people to rewind their memories, especially after many years. Human brain can easily forget small details, but photos can help me to rewind every single details. This is why I like photography. It’s part of me, right now. The more I get to know about photography, the more I fall in love with it.



The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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Tuesday, 31 March 2009

lol!
my class ended without an hour
= =
and, there was the only class for today
i don't know why i went there
wasted my petrol & time!

tomorrow too!!
only 1 class.
aiks
but i'm not skipping it
even though lecturer are not taking attendence

i'm gonna get my ccs journal done as soon as possible
this friday is the due day
gosh!

i haven't found Pride & Prejudice's monologue~
doesn anyone has?
please provide one for me
x)

yesterday night,
i was video conferencing with Hoong~
half way,
i couldn't stand for the tiredness.
i requested to sleep for a while
in the end,
i ended up sleeping without reply!
lol.
what a shamefulness.
x)

Monday, 30 March 2009

a day without class..
i enjoyed it at home
how nice it was
i finished watching Little Nyonya.
*i know it was a bit late but who cares! x)*
nice
but very sad story
whenever i think of,
tears are going to drop

=/

i really feel like watching movie
but,
no one can take me there
everyone is so busy
aiks.

how people remember my car?
they used to ask : eh!the T-A-N is your car ah?
this is how they remember it
why nobody ask : eh! that red suzuki swift is your car ah?
nobody ask this.
they only remember...
T-A-N with red car is my car
@@
without T-A-N
nobody will rmember it?
i wonder..


Is me

Sunday, 29 March 2009

OH MY~~
finally i'm done with the assignments
PR assignment done
i don't care how bad is the grammar
as long as i done
i can't cope the stress ANYMORE
what really made me big head
was
the margin
OMG
microsoft word kill my brain cell.

at night
i had dinner at Rawang!
lol
Ah Lan Asam Fish
yummy nehh!
i believe i will be there once again with my family
x)
Z. You!

Saturday, 28 March 2009

release stress again!
x)

almost got my assignment done before i left my house
x)
i got all the points just need to cited my reference now
keke
and, edit the grammer
opps!
should be grammar!
hopefully
x)

yeah
support earth hour today
i off all the lights before i went out
i went to Sunway Pyramid
with Hoong, Yap & Carmen
we went to had dinner only
cause we went out late

i didn't expect Pyramid will off all the lights
only the outside 
but, i think is enough
cause if off all the light for an hour
there will be more crime happen
so, at least there are people aware of this issue
it will be alright
x)

Friday, 27 March 2009

while i was driving back home
i saw my baby car's "brother"
x)
swift, the older generation
*da da*
woahh
it is so much different to compare~
haha!

nothing much on friday~
finished working then i went to yum cha at old town
*again*
with Synn, Ling, Jiun, Wing, Keat and Suen.
waiting for Yi but she could not make it 
cause of stupid KTM!
thanks to you! 
= =


Thursday, 26 March 2009

finally
i done my monologue
with number 5
lol
nervous ruined things
never been so true
but, i still manage to finish it
weekend is coming to town
but,
assignment also due on monday
aiks
no difference

i'm trying my best to concentrate in my works
gosh!
so little time
so many things to do

suddenly remembered of Mary Kate & Ashley's book~

EMO

chit-chating with Yi, waikeat & wing @ Old town
me & yi planned to do our homework 
and geng gai
but half way
waikeat & wing joined us 
but, 
i want to...
do my pr assignment.
=)


Wednesday, 25 March 2009


i'm so sleepy right now
no deny.

today was a tiring day
&
today was a gain weight day as well
= =

i had KFC for my brunch!
*yummy*
advertising really a powerful media!
while i was driving back to Hoong's
i listened to KFC's advertisement
all of sudden,
i felt like eating KFC
and i pull Hoong along before we headed to Kelana Jaya

had KFC
then i ate biscuits before i went to work at 6pm
i rushed to pasar malam @ Kota Kemuning
bought the keropok
suddenly had the appetite to eat this
7'30pm i had my dinner again
see?
gain weight day!
usually i don't eat much
except for today
my tummy wasn't feel so weird.
after eating
i still feel so uncomfortable
aiks

people old
machine also a bit sot sot already
;(


Tuesday, 24 March 2009

i'm a lady who don't make up so often
i only got make up once or twice a year
*this year may have more chances*
but, when i saw this.
M.A.C x Hello Kitty cosmetic
i feel like wanna have it
OMG
i really in love with this
but all these are so expensive
how am i gonna effort this
some more
if i buy,
surely waste money
so just look but cannot touch loh~
=(


Monday, 23 March 2009

to release stress!
*previous picture only available for Hoong's*
x)


stressful~
cause of the CRR assignment
i done it
and pass it up
then
the problem came to us
i forgot the feedback page
no i didnt forgot
i just don't know we need to put it
= =
sounds stupid right?
alright
i'm going to try my best to convince her to accept my feedback page
and grade my assignment
gosh!

i'm so stress right now.

had my car fix with alignment & rotation of car's tyres.



Sunday, 22 March 2009

failure in the begining doesn't matter
success in the end is the most important

failure make you grow up and gain experience
success make you proud and arrogant

success in the begining
wont make people improve
this is what i'm always believe

however,
people must learn from their failure and to be success in the future
failure doesn't mean they're over for their life.

so,
improve people!!
confidence people!!
=)

i waited Hoong at Halo Forest!
lol.
for the 2nd time i went there
and i waited for 2 hours there
i began to feel proud of my patience
x)

random pictures
x)
with my make-up!
keke.
try to influent him with me. xP

oh no! he pinched my face. rugi already. =X

black mouth black face! dont want capture with him already. =(

abandoned him! captured myself.

okay lah! included him a little bit. x) *happy lah you! x)*

Saturday, 21 March 2009

i'm such a hardworking student.
keke
i stucked myself in Starbuck Coffee to do my assignment
lol
like that i won't be doing nonsense at home
x)
i know i wasting money again
but rather than
i can't finish it?!
maybe there is a reason for myself
but, i be able to finish it.
x)
just have to edit a bit.
keke.

tomorrow can contine my journal
and next day can start my PR assignment
woah!
a lot assignment due together
aiks.
can give me a break

i upload a new playlist in my layout there
i in love with those songs
so, i just wanna listen whenever i didn't bring my laptop.
;)


Friday, 20 March 2009

ohh! great!
i had a wonderful night.
seriously wonderful! ;)
keke.
i went to watch Disney On Ice Princess Wishes @ Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil.
it was so great
whenever i watch Disney act, i'm really impress and inlove with it.
Hoong said me still havent grow up.
x)
i admit it.
as a lady who 20 years old,
it is a very odd situation that
i still in love with those princess stuffy
and, disney.
they always said, this is for children & teenagers
i'm already over those ages.
so, i belong to a group who should be fashionable & trendy enough
unfortunately, i am not.
i buy fashionable stuffs
but, i prefer performance, shows & acts more.
maybe i'm really the odd one.
i don't mind it at all.
x)

the performance really amazing
opps. i knew i mentioned before.
i still feel like mentioned it once again.
Cinderella parts was really amazing!!
with her carriage
*awww!!*
took pictures but i'm not gonna post it.
for private purpose.
x)

just that...
i bought a cd
25th anniversary Disney On Ice

CD!

Z.You & Daddy!

Thursday, 19 March 2009

i want to make some complains
i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY tired.
i had not enough sleep yesterday
and,
i got class for whole day
8am to 5pm.
thanks to taylors admin office
give me such a wonderful timetable.
so, tonight
i'm going to sleep early maybe around 10'30pm?
hopefully.

after class,
i had planned to go Yuen Steamboat
with Ke Xin, Chin Yee, Yap, Carmen & Hoong
people used to fight for chicken wings
lol
Hoong did a good job
he got chicken wings for all of us.
keke.
some pictures too
;)
xian & Hoong

Kexin & Xian

Carmen & Xian

four girls - take one

take two

there are some more pictures
but, i'm so tired to post all up here
so just randomly choose some.
will post it up in my facebook soon when i done my assignment.
;)

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

OMG
OMG
OMG

a lot assignments due in a week time.
OH GOD
i havent touch any yet.
that's sound so WONDERFUL.
= =

i know...
i should start some AT LEAST
but, ahaha
nothing yet
so congratulation to me
i received one from my uncle in facebook
hahaha
x)

just back from Kailing's birthday celebration
lol
we had it at Satay VS Pizza @ Kota Kemuning's
with Kai Ling, Khai Synn, Chin Yee, Yee Suen, Chia Jiun, Wai Keat & Xian(me)
got some pictures

kaiLing, the birthday girl

Khai Synn & Kai Ling

Yee Suen & Kai Ling. he hide her smile away. =(

of course, Xian & Kai Ling lah~ keke x)

all girls. keke.

OLYMPUS sucks in taking night portrait pictures. the colour is so horrible. aiks.
but, i must deal with it still. ;(

iknowihavetodealwithit
itjustmakemefeellike
irewindbackmymemories
thefeelingisbacktoolddays
iknowishouldntthinkingsomuch
ihadahardfeelingaboutit
afterayear,
everythingisbacktothesameagain?
idontwantthis.
ihopechangesmayhappen
changetoabetterfutureandhopes.
thisiswhatireallyneednow.

sometimesijustwantpeopletounderstandme
understandwhatamithinking
understandaboutwhataremyneeds
fromyou.



opps
i didn't update yesterday.
nothing much
but, it was my first year anniversary with my bebee.
we didn't have special celebration
just a normal dinner would be enough.
we wanted to have dinner at The Cave which located @ ss2.
unfortunately, it was close.
so, we headed off to TreeHouse @ PJ, Uptown.
it was a romantic place.
;)

and, the first time.
i make-up by my own.
opps
i knew i looked ugly.
but, i tried for my first time.
x)
look~ a bit weird? = =

he wanted to celebrate the next day instead of the exact day
but, i want to celebrate it on that day
cause the feeling is different
no matter we can go for a better restaurant or movie or other things
but,
the feeling is totally different
so, i still insist for the exact day to celebrate it.
x)

time passes fast,
we had been gone through so many things in 1 year.
i can't believe when the time reached 12am yesterday
and, i still having you with me.
i really didn't expect that,
we could go through this 1 year.
there were so much happinesses, tears and memories
between us.
and,
i don't know why he was so attractive to me
but,
i just love him so much without a proper reason.
i love you, bebee.
Happy first year anniversary. ;)

I heartx you! ;)

Monday, 16 March 2009

i'm blogging right now.
=)
yesterday was a little bit busy
and,
no topic for it
too

just that
i watched Sex Drive
with Hoong @ Sunway Pyramid
lol~
quite funny
and
a bit obscene.
as the title named it.
x)

finally i filled up pictures in my frame.
x)
two different pictures!
wee~ =)

my table is a mess
i just couldn't take it sometimes.
but,
i'm super lazy to clean up as well.
*that's why Hoong always called me lan duo zhu x)*
x)
so, i just leave it there
keke
OMG! messy right?
= =

lol
i found out my little mickey magic hat!
x)
it is really a cute one
i like it so much when i bought it at Hong Kong Disneyland.
wohh!
x)
aiya! only can see half of it
but i think those who watched Disney Channel
shall know how the hat looks like.
x)

actually i want to play mahjong
but
end up
playing

Nintendo Wii
wohooo~
fun wei!
i'm not play mine
(cause is Japanese version)

Hoong's brother's friend's one.
English version
and
fun!
x)
i got champion in gymnastic.
lol
the actual person can't get it, of course. x)

Sunday, 15 March 2009

i emo cause of a lot of things.
just a little thing
how pitiful
=(

i want to know what is in your mind
do you mind to tell me?

i hate silence

especially between me and you

i thought we're different
that's why we're together
we need comm.

right?

i hope you think the same too.

i feel really really really pain if you leave me alone
do not leave me alone, please.

at night,
i had dinner at home.
Hoong went too.
but he will be away to futsal soon enough at 11pm
i love to lie on him! x)

my brother is flying tomorrow to Vietnam
lol.
they're in holiday right now
i'm so envy
interupted by mum: huh? you still want holiday? you're in holiday for 3 month. so lifeless already! = =
yea!
too much holiday but i still craving for holiday!
not so many assignment, please!
especially the presentation!
= =

Friday, 13 March 2009

i thought i wouldn't emo again.
but, unfortunately
i had to again.
haih

actually it was okay
i was kinda exciting about Hoong's performance.
this is the first time i watched his performance.
my heart beat very fast
i felt like i was the one who perform instead of him~
= =
i bushed when the moment he looked at me
i didn't give him a proper feedback
how sad.
but, he is really my baby!
*muackx*
keke
it is really a good one!
+ u babee~

lol! looked at his face! x)
*i didnt take many photos because i was as nervous as him without a reason! = =*

before the event finished,
Carmen, Yap, Hoong and me went to murni
to have our dinner
OMG
so many people~
Hoong forgot it was his brother's birthday!
= =
so we rushed home just for the cut cake session
but, failed at last
it was over 12am.

i felt bad after telling me that
i forgot to keep his keyboard thingy in the bag
i blamed myself
why am i so blur?
never change no matter how old am i~
i felt bad AND i wanna cried!
how can i never bring my brain out.
haih!
hopefully it can be found back!
=(

please do hold me tight.
i felt like i was so far far away from you.
i couldn't feel you.
i don't understand you.
people beside me were so happy,
but i was the lonely one.
i hate this feeling.

Thursday, 12 March 2009

woahh!
finally, i go home can sleep.
no need to online also never mind.
cause i did everything during my working hour.
keke
i brought my laptop to Melba
so, i'm online-ing

actually, i want to do my assignment.
i just don't want to do nothing here.
i really feel like doing assignment and online together.
x)
so, here am i

yesterday, i was lazy and tired.
so, i skipped the post.
yesterday was Mass Comm Day at Inti College Subang Jaya.
haha
Yap, Carmen and Ren had cat-walk and hair style show
they looked like professional.
but,
STILL
they're people who walked so whatever style or nervous.
x)
it is so normal to see people felt nervous 
but,
whatever style is like huh?!
lol
i decided not posting the photos
cause i'm lazy right now
a lot of assignments are waiting for me.
x)

nothing was fun basically for today
whole day classes~~
watched hairspray today
OMG
it is a really good show.
apart from the singing,
but the story is meaningful
about united the white & black
"things got to change" (Tracy)
yeahh~~



hairspray! 
x)


Tuesday, 10 March 2009

class as usual.
*yawn*
this is what i did during the class.
it was so boring
until i couldn't focus at all.
well~
i will PRINT OUT the notes and READ it.
x)

i went to snow flake.
my favourite dessert shop
*currently*
recommended by Kexin.
*thumb up*
keke.
Hoong & me brought the comics there and read!
kill time still.
nolah!
actually i was the one who so wai sek
if not i wanted to eat
he already on his way to go home
x)
i heartx him! x)

big clap for myself!
*clap clap clap*
i'm really a big prawn head!
*officially*
i just couldn't believe that
i didn't bring my licence and Identity Card out for almost ONE WEEK!
d-a-m-n g..o..o..d.. right?!
OMG!
yesterday, there was a road block some more
i couldn't imagine what if the police stop me and i didn't bring the most important cards together with me.

i don't know i got freedom today!
*weeee*
lol.
i went out yum cha with two different peoples a night.
went to yum cha with Yap at Kota Ria.
then continued with Rouyi, Khai Synn, Wai Keat, and Yee Suen at McD.
i was surprised! x)
my parents didn't call me TONIGHT
only!
previous times, my phone rang till gonna broke into two.
@@

Monday, 9 March 2009

aiyo! i felt like changing the way i write my blog! it is like an essay! i think it is a bit boring? x)

as i mentioned in the previous blog,
i want to buy clothes in KitSchen!
i did it.
keke.

Hoong & me went to Pyramid!
*again! the most nearest and fun shopping mall*
had our breakfast + lunch in Sushi Zanmai!
*yesterday was Pasta Zanmai! = =*
like gonne become Zanmai fans already!
after that,
of course walking around to see clothes.
at last,
stopped by at KitSchen!
x)
maximum 5 pieces of clothes to try.
and i got into the fitting room twice
so, lol.
i tried 10 pieces of clothes.
@@
at last, bought 2 sets of clothes.
but lucky got 25% discount.
*this is why it attracted me*

now everyone is talking about Lee Hom's concert, Music Man.
one of my classmates already bought his concert tickets.
OMG
i also feel like wanna go.
but,
it is so freaking expensive.
= =
i don't think i can effort this.
i still thinking to save money for
KHALIL FONG's live concert
even though
he may not have concert in Malaysia
but i still will wait. x)

we always got this kind of funny picture! @@


Sunday, 8 March 2009

i woke up late cause today no need to work. so, i went to One-Utama to meet up with Shinyi, Aileng and Jeelian. long time never see them already. so good to see them again. x) we had our breakfast + lunch at Pasta Zanmai! yummy! x) after that, we walked around to buy things. keke. i met Khai Synn in One-Utama also. lol. little faith? keke. i like kitschen! i'm going Sunway Pyramid's tomorrow. x) eagerly want to get some new nice clothes for college. i didn't bring enough money so i didn't know buy things. tomorrow i'm getting it. x)

pictures in Kitschen!

waiting outside the fitting room

aileng & shinyi

aileng & huixian

shinyi, aileng, huixian *my skill still not bad x)*

huixian & jeelian. x)

i went home earlier than they all cause i got dinner at 7pm with the family since yesterday i wasn't there. OMG! i got a shocked news. this is so unfair. my brother can oversea himself with friends. yeah! he is going to Vietnam. he is going with his friends Z.K. why only me, where also cannot go? haih. i hate to be a girl. yiu!

at night, i went to Zi Yao's place. x) it is his birthday.
pictures!
the guys did the jobs and girls waiting for food. x)

huixian & birthday boy, Zi yao.

all friends with him!

cutting cake!

oh ouh! x)